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It’s been quite a while since I’ve posted anything…but my mind has been too active to let all my thoughts just swarm around in the busy beehive called my brain….I call this, “In My Head”….

In this mind of mine, there are too many thoughts,
so much thinking that my mind gets caught.

In this brain of mine, there are too many meanings,
my imagination going crazy and messing with my feelings.

In this head of mine, there’s too much going on,
trying to figure out where I truly belong.

In this mind of mine, I feel like I’m going crazy,
I wish these thoughts of mine would just stop and be lazy.

In this brain of mine, it’s truly a tricky thing to get,
gambling with my heart like it’s one big bet.

In this head of mine, forgetting about the pain is so hard to do,
I constantly remind myself of it and think of it through and through.

In this mind of mine, I feel like I’m gonna always get hurt,
so my jealousy haunts me, even with one little flirt.

In this brain of mine, I feel like everyone’s the same,
one day they’ll end up hurting me and playing me like a game.

In this head of mine, the thoughts feel like they’ll never go away,
they always come back around, even when I put them at bay.

In this heart of mine, I hope that all of this isn’t true,
and that I’ll find true happiness and these thoughts will be through.