July was a bit crazy for me and a lot happened throughout the month, in which, some events I will mention and others I choose to leave out.  I’m pretty much done with summer school, all I have left is a 3 page paper to write and have in by 6pm Tuesday.  I’m not stressing about it.  The class was an easy A and I’ve gotten nothing but A’s on everything I’ve turned in, except for 1 B, but I know I’m straight.

July 17-20 was an experience I will not forget.  Myself, my bestfriend Rich, and 2 good friends of mine went up to Boston, MA to visit our boy Skooby and see his baby.  The trip had it’s ups and downs but more ups than anything to make a trip that I will not forget.  I fell in love with the city life.  There was just something about it that captured my heart.  On our trip we made so many memories:  inside jokes, callin out all the Beemers we saw [because they were everywhere], walking around and exploring the city, eating delicious Chinese food from a hole-in-the-wall spot, drinks, Club Felt, chillin on the stoop, photoshoots, random conversations, singing songs, and it was just a great trip overall.

[[Big thanks to Ritchi who made it all possible! TY for everything you did for me!]]

Boston, MA

Boston, MA

Falling in love with the city

Falling in love with the city

Shabbah, RC, KC, & Pinkaay

Boston Crew: Shabbah, RPC, KC, & Pinkaay

Throughout July, I’ve also been working like a slave at work, trying to hustle my members to meet my goals.  At first I was worried I wouldn’t make my required points but I ended up exceeding the requirement and I will be looking forward to an extra $200 on the paycheck. :D

There are some people that have definately helped make my life easier and are helping me get back to my happy state that I was once in before.  I know who my real friends are and know who I need to keep near and dear to my heart.  I’ve had some minor issues with one of them, but we always seem to work them out.  Others have just shown me a great time and they fill my heart with joy when I am with them.  There has been unfortunate situations that occurred this past month that caused me to reflect on what has happened from now to a year ago, and let me tell you, a lot has happened.  It just really sucks that certain situations that have happened are preventing me from hanging out with other people that I’m cool with because I’m not really on good terms with select few.  The select few happened to be my main social circle last year which has now fallen apart but they are constantly with my other friends which leaves me as the oddball of the situation.  It really urks me, this whole situation, and I wish things didn’t have to be this way but there are valid reasons of why they did.  It is what it is, not much I can do.  I did nothing wrong in except for explain how I feel yet it came to this and now I’m the one that is suffering.  Ugh.

I’m tired of drama.  I’m just trying to enjoy life with the people I care about yet situations prevent me from doing so.

Time for a life check…time to go new places, experience new things, meet new people, and leave the past behind.  This girl is only moving forward, and the drama in the past can go fly a kite.

3 Responses to “Life check: 1, 2, 1, 2”

  • Mom says:

    I love reading everything you write. I’m your biggest fan! I’m glad you’re moving on…you’ve matured so much in a short period of time. Everything that has happened will only make you stronger…take it from someone that’s been around longer and has only become stronger with many situations in my own life.

    I Love You!

  • Greg says:

    Yeah I feel you shawty. Lots of things have changed since last year. Just gotta keep your head up and move forward. Don’t let anyone hold you back and continually shake them haters and crabs off. And always remember…if there’s a problem let me know and I’ll punchasize their FACES!!!! IADT FO LIFE lol

  • pinkaay says:

    Mom: aww I love you! I couldn’t have done it without your support! :D

    Greg: thanks homie! I do have someone in mind that you can acquaint your fist with their face lol! Good lookin out always son!

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